An update before I head
out and about tonight.
I've rejoined the single
world. One would think I would be sad or feel depressed. HELL TO THE
NO! I feel like jumping for joy. Even going to work has been made
easier. Emotionally I'm in a better place and mentally I'm far more
calm.
I'm so happy I did what
was best for ME. I haven't felt this happy and optimistic... ever.
Never in my life have I embraced my single life like I do now. I feel
like a better, more positive person.
My social calendar is
still filling up. Plans for tonight, tomorrow, all of Saturday and
all of Sunday. Then the following week/end is filling up too. Gotta
love it!
Realistically, I'm in no
state of getting into a relationship. Right now dating is probably
the only thing I would be willing to do (unless someone gives me the
vagina tingles). Then SLOOOOOOOWLY ease into a relationship.
Something I'm notorious
for NOT doing. I'm so fucking impulsive I even jump into a
relationship with out thinking it out fully. (that's what lead me to
so many failed relationships in the past).
Between last year and this
year I've learned a lot. A lot about myself and the things I want and
need.
I'm super excited about
things going on for me. I won't “spill the beans” just yet but
I'm just really happy. :)
It feels great. And I know
I deserve it.
I hope that Chris will
find happiness in his life. I can't remain in communication with him
due to my fear of something happening. The final conversation I had
with him had me fearing for my life. I'm saving and documenting any
communication he attempts with me. If I need to get the police
involved I have absolutely no problem doing so. I swear, I attract
all the crazies.
My new addiction... SKRILLEX!!!!
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